If there was or is at any particular moment or perhaps on several occasions a measure of forbearance from you toward me then for that I thank you I guess but on the other hand I'm not 100% sure if I might for a moment adopt a position somewhat au contraire that your approach was for the best but it may have been like I said I'm not sure and I do hope that this expressed uncertainty in no way implies that I have reached a decision one way or the other if you see what I mean